
Happy Birthday To Me
25 Aug was my birthday. Hmmm, the nth one !!
My daughter asked me – ” Papa, how do ‘you’ feel on your birthday?” The first thing I realised was that its been a long time since someone asked me this question…
The immediate ‘reaction’ was to say that I feel great – obviously, right? But by now I have learnt to mind the gap between the stimulus and the response (Thanks Stephen Covey !!). So, I took a moment to reflect…and many a thoughts crossed my mind…
- At different stages in our lives, we feel different emotions for the same event (or the anniversary thereof). In the first 15 odd years, we usually look forward to the special day – looking for congratulatory messages, gifts, warm wishes from loved ones. Its our time to feel important and cherished. (The only people who I’m not sure about, are the ones born on 29 Feb – my cousin Akash happens to be one of them! Though they may celebrate it on 28Feb or 1 Mar in 3 out of 4 years, I’m not sure how they must be feeling about it).
- In the next 15 odd years – the youth time – there could be different feelings. Some people may still be looking forward to this occasion – but different motivations maybe 🙂 Some may want to feel they have matured enough and need not make a big deal out of the same – though in their hearts of hearts, they might be secretly wishing that someone gives them a surprise. Some of them may really outgrow the tradition and prefer solitude. As they say, to each his own.
- By the time we cross 30 or so, birthday could mean a lot of different things. It could mean an occasion to count your blessings; an occasion to reflect on the year gone by and the goals achieved therein, and set some goals for the coming year; an occasion to get together with family, with siblings or friends who have gone their way and would love to have a reunion of sorts; an occasion to reflect and meditate on the purpose for the rest of your life; an occasion to remember your DOB and wonder what nature has decided as to your DOD !! If only we knew what our DOD is, would be live our lives the same way we do right now?
Actually, it may not be age dependent. Anyone of us could have any of the above feelings at any of our birthdays. Nature gave us an empty canvas when we entered this world – and we are all paining our own pictures on it. Some of them will make sense to some people, most of them might not. Maybe we are still attached to what others think of our pictures (though still work in progress), maybe we have grown beyond the same.
My daughter nudged me again for an answer. I told her lovingly – “I feel blessed I have someone who cares enough to ask me how I feel.” And she smiled…